{"id":458,"date":"2019-05-19T20:44:15","date_gmt":"2019-05-19T20:44:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/?p=458"},"modified":"2019-05-24T23:18:25","modified_gmt":"2019-05-24T23:18:25","slug":"i-am-what-im-writing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/i-am-what-im-writing\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am What I&#8217;m Writing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i<strong> am what <\/strong>i\u2019m<strong> writing * by Miwa Tsutsui<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-281\" title=\"Miwa 1\" src=\"https:\/\/iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/Miwa-14-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\"><\/p>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>&nbsp;I used to be something, but now I am nothing.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>I used to think I\u2019m something,<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>But later it turned out that I\u2019m nothing. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>Before I came to the US, I thought there&nbsp; as&nbsp; something made me myself, <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>but once I came here and lost a language, <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>I became nothing.<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-883\" src=\"http:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/WhoAmI-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/WhoAmI-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/WhoAmI-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/WhoAmI-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/WhoAmI-600x600.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>&nbsp; Who Am I?<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I\u2019m what I speak, <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; What I write. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>I was made of language. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>If language is gone, I&#8217;m nothing. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>And I gradually&nbsp; learned a language,&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>All my language, I borrowed.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I borrowed \u201ctotally\u201d from my friend whose name is Maria.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I borrowed \u201cvery true\u201d from psychology student in California. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>All parts of my language are made up&nbsp; of these people&nbsp; and as I speak, as I write, <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>I start to disappear.<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3><strong><em>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Because I am what I\u2019m speaking.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I am what I\u2019m writing. <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>I became so in this country.&nbsp; <\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I, too, sing America.<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><em>I, too, am America.<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>America\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><em><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-292\" title=\"Miwa 3\" src=\"https:\/\/iforcolor.org\/word\/wp-content\/uploads\/Miwa-31-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\">&nbsp;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<div>All rights reserved<\/div>\n<div>(c) Miwa Tsutsui<\/div>\n<div>From the Denison University production<\/div>\n<div>of <em>I, Too, Sing America! 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